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Other Meditations

She stands in her own light, beating her own drum, operating
entirely from the heart and I know of no teacher more authentic; no friend more genuine; no truth-teller more worth their
salt and no serious-minded shaman with more laughter in their soul.Gary
Reich; 27.12.09

I first met Toks when I took her 10 week ‘Introduction to Crystals’ course at The College of
Psychic Studies 10 years ago. By then I’d been attending the college
almost every week for 2 years and her teaching approach was so much more instinctive, intuitive and exciting than any of the others there that the world of crystals almost immediately became a living dimension to me and has served me ever since.

So I began to regularly attend Toks’ New Moon meditations
which she held monthly in her sacred crystal cave home in St John’s Wood. Every month Toks would insist we wrote down
highly specific, material wishes so that we could see the tangible manifestations of our desires in our everyday reality and
within very brief timescales. I was soon to discover that her spontaneous guided visualisations were
not just beautiful; but powerfully alchemical
and magically. Astonishingly, things began to happen in huge ways.
At this stage I was seeking a change of direction in the way I was living and working
and I remember very clearly making a New Moon Wish for my whole world to dramatically altar and to offer
me entirely new possibilities. A month later, out of the blue, I ended my 13 year relationship and the company I was working
for became insolvent. Almost immediately, out of both ashes, came phenomenal new growth. I was able to start up my own company,
which continues to flourish today, and the partner I summoned, appeared 1 week later.

A very powerful part
of this lesson was how
carefully you need to think about the words you choose - I’ve kept all the lists of wishes I have made over the years and in returning to them this morning
I sat spellbound as I realised just how much of my life had been summoned through the portal of Toks’ New Moon: my home; my car; my businesses; my projects; my
partners; my allies; my freedom from foes; the things I wished for my family – the list is so long and winding. I used 8 adjectives to summon the partner I mentioned and he proved to be consummately all 8 things (when you ask for a
wild ride full of thrills and adventure then that really is what you will get!). So when it came to summoning another,
4 years later, I used a much longer and more complex wish. And 2 weeks later he appeared and proved to be all 16 of the magnificent
qualities I needed. So much so that, 4 years after that, I now find myself happy and ready at last to be alone

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And yet this is only a small part of what Toks does. She taught
me to love money for the gift energy it is, when used with the heart. She cleansed an entire Television Studio of trapped negative energy
before filming – the same studio
that then went on, 2 months later to host the first “X- Factor”. EVERY production needs this work!

She conducted powerful rituals on Hampstead Heath for the Winter Solstice. I have been involved in numerous Pagan practises and events and none carried this power to re-connect. She officiated at the funeral of my beloved dog. We buried his ashes on Hampstead Heath and 10 of my closest friends
came with and Toks allowed me to honour his life and lay him to rest with dignity and devotion. The 2 hour ceremony was one
of the most healing, transformative rituals I have ever experienced and it allowed me to establish an ongoing, loving, active
spiritual connection with my companion. Her one-on-one Tarot
readings for me unerringly shone light
on all the darkest parts of my deepest secrets. With her strict clarity of mind and purpose she gives you the sharpest tools
with which to make change! Her medicine
is the toughest but best kind
She
healed my best friend’s trapped sexual energies which led to him having his first relationship in many years. She sends channelled
greetings on email every New Moon
that are mantras with the power to
transform your state of mind!!! ALWAYS
answered my cries for help with sagely kindness, infinite wisdom and deep compassionate love. In times of need
it is always, unhesitatingly, Toks I turn to first.
Winter
Solstice The Winter Solstice is a time to go within and reflect deeply. It is the deepest
and most reflective time. It is the time of greatest darkness with the longest nigh and shortest day. It has the shortest
light and the longest shadow! For some it is the beginning and the ending of a calender: an astronomical New Year.
We decide what we want (like looking in a book of good fortune) and place our order, then later we plant (Spring Equinox)
and harvest (Autumn Equinox).
The Winter Slstice on 21.12.09 was fabulous with the Snow and
the Trees and the Galactic Cross.

Numerology Meditation


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